The joy in giving

?The year is coming to an end. Time sure does fly without us realizing it. I had an okay christmas, didn't get any presents though but instead I gave my niece and nephews presents. There is so much joy in watching them tearing up the wrapping paper and get all excited in getting their presents. I guess seeing the kids happy and full of excitement and joy made me feel that sometimes we don't have to receive to feel happy. There is the same amount of joy in giving and also in receiving. I like it when I think this way because it's a sign of maturity, a sign that I am preparing myself for the real world.

A rebuttal

This post is written in reference of my very first post here. My very first blog was about the beauty of the iPhone.

Sigh..okay already! You win! It sucks. I can’t really say that for sure but I was being shallow whilst writing my first post. I was smitten by it because it has the touch screen functionality – I probably have some fetish about touch screens. I don’t need an iPhone to make me happy, I already have my Motorola RAZR V3i which I had for almost a year or two. It works fine and I’m very happy with it.

I guess my final say is if it isn’t broken, don’t fix it!

Adidas Stan Smith

I just bought a new shoe after having my adidas sneakers for almost four years. ..Yes, it does last that long. I bought the Adidas Stan Smith original.

I decided to google who Stan Smith is and why would Adidas name a shoe after him. He must really be some bigshot living it large.

I found this from where else but wikipedia.

Stan Smith was an American tennis star of the 1960's and 70's. Adidas approached him to endorse of the Haillet shoe in 1971.

The shoe, usually made with a leather upper, has a simple design and unlike most of the adidas range has no external stripes. Instead there are three rows of perforations in the same pattern (I love the look of them ^^)

I guess that is all for now because now that I know who Stan Smith is I could get on with my life.

Look at what super immature pizza-face broke mommy's boy git and little fab has to say

My brother said the meanest thing to me last week.

*Guys will only go out with you for your money*

---STAB---------------> HEART & wait…..Fuck you!

Damn…that was hot! His words were so harsh (to me) that I felt like I was stabbed by a super sharp shiny brand new authentic super samurai (if there is one)

I guess that does prove it…boys will always be boys but in my brothers’ case, he’s a super immature pizza face mommy’s boy who is broke git.

*say what you want Gary, I’ll just ignore that and wait for an apology which I think I will get…hmmm……..NEVER?*

So my final say is: Gary, fuck you! (ewwww….puh-lease, not in an incest way but in a I hate you-get out of here way)

*Click on picture for a larger version & forgive the cartoon-ish picture*

This too shall pass

I was reminiscing (for a little bit) about my past and then I suddenly remembered this quote that my middle school teacher said to me

‘This too shall pass’

That little phrase changed everything from then onwards because whenever I messed something up I just tell myself that it will pass, hopefully soon.

I hope you will use this little phrase or quote in your everyday living too. It helped me and I hope it can help you too.

*Remember folks  whatever it is, it will soon pass. ‘This too shall pass’

God bless Ms.Ling’s heart

Speedcycler

I found out Speedcycler and decided to invest my $2 on it. I hope it can turn out to be a wise investment. I've been reading around and this site does pay so I'm going to see and experience it for myself...besides, even if it doesn't pay, it's not that big deal of a loss.

*fingers crossed*

How to get google page rank up

Hehehe. I'm sorry but you won't be getting the answer here because I don't know the answer either. I sure would like to know though. Drop me a line if you do know.

Travelling essentials

A picture tells a thousand words so here goes one picture that says it all.

-Travelling essentials-

the ying & yang of life

hi. I have two things to post. One of them is good and happy while the other one is the total opposite. Let's get cranking then.

I am over here in Johor living in a 'felda' or one of those rubber/palm tree estate. It's pretty nice here. We drove all the way from Kuala Lumpur to Johor. The car was packed with all that luggage. It was very tiring but the view is nice :)

We went to the night market in Segamat and we bought some indian snack delicacies. It was still hot when we bought it and it was good. We also bought fruits, they looked very fresh and appetizing to the extent that you cannot pass one of the fruit stalls without buying anything. I would say that most of the things there are pretty cheap and that is a big plus for a thrifty shopper like me.

I don't know where we're going tomorrow but I sure do hope that we go some place interesting. I would love to go to the big aquarium over in KL - Aquaria but we're only going to the big city after the 10th

now comes the bad part.............

I failed my 'Malaysian Legal System' - D & my pointer was only 2.6 which makes my average just at 2.8 something. I don't think I can go into law this way.

I am very sad. It was my fault anyway for taking the subject so lightly. I am just disappointed. I feel like killing myself...but obviously I won't do that because I guess I still think that there is a way out in everything that we do. I cannot describe in words how disappointed I am. I want to cry...badly...but I know crying won't solve things.

I am lost for words. I just wish that I could somehow bring this feeling of guilt on to the next semester so I won't procastinate on my studies. I think the problem with me now is I procastinate things. I seriously hope I can change in the future.

I feel like at this point my heart is stabbed with a knife. I feel so useless, worthless.

I am such a disappointment. damn...

Concrete Jungle

I'll be going to the big city tomorrow, the metropolis. It's pretty exciting. well..actually, We'll go to other states first as the hotels are fully booked and we will only be going to the 'big one' after the 10th.

concrete jungle...here I come. *laughs* but seriously...why go to the concrete jungle when you can enjoy the real thing back at home. We're going on a holiday - that's why. It's the 'visit Malaysia year' but then again on the other hand, we wouldn't go for a holiday overseas anyway. hehehe. That would be too costly.

I am excited for the trip tomorrow but at the same time I loathe the idea of going for a trip. I'd rather stay at home and go visit my father or something.

note to self : Be adventurous and always have a positive outlook on things.

cheater alert

He has cheated on her twice now and still not knowing if he is still 'on' with the second one. I hope the third time he cheats, she will be able to just walk away instead of dwelling under his shadow. Deep down, I hope he cheats again so she can be free.

Well...I'm not going to judge her. This is probably what she wants. Who am I to interfere with her life anyway. I just want her to be happy and if she is happy living this way - so be it. It hurts but if this is what she wants then I would just have to hold back all my hatred towards him and just act dumb, act stupid like nothing is going on...but to be frank, I am done with acting stupid and all. I am sick of playing games and pretending I don't know nothing and that everything is fine and dandy. I am through with that.

phew.. I better stop here. Okay, so writing things down is much more easier than actually telling them verbally. I'm not going to tell them, I will just let them do what they want to do.

damn..I seriously wish he would cheat on her again. (oh no, I am being very insensitive and cruel)