fun, fun

School is starting soon. I am actually having mixed feelings about it. On one hand I can't wait to start and then on the other hand I don't want it to start. All the excitement and the worries combined to make one jolly nauseas feeling.

I have been thinking a lot about thing - A LOT! About the coming months. I am worried yet I can’t wait for it and I just don’t want things to end but whatever it is, I have to remain positive and I am looking forward to the future.

Well anyway that is all for now, just a quick update. We are still at grandpa’s house in an attempt to escape uncle fauzi. We have been here since this morning and we will be sleeping here, it’s not bad at all. Sure, it is a bit boring but not bad at all.

flying to the moon

I just finished talking and boy do I feel happy. It's almost 4 am and now I'm just filled with joy. Better head off to bed.

Have you ever had that feeling where everything seems to go so fine, so smooth that you pinch yourself just so it doesn't just turn out to be a dream. Sometimes when that happens, reality strikes and then you realize that it is indeed such a dream. I'm not going to pinch myself anytime soon because if it is indeed a dream then I don't want to wake up from it yet but it's quite a dilemma as well because once you have fallen deep into your dreams then it will be very hard for you to wake up and I don't even know if we want to wake up.

I mean if everytime I sleep I dream of nice things (very much different to the real world) and when I wake up I realize this, I would want to sleep more so I dream more and experience joy and happiness more. Some people get very obsessed with these dreams of theirs that they don't ever want to wake up and you know some people take sleeping pills to fall asleep but for these people who do not want to wake up because they are living such a wonderful, great life in their dreams they could resort to taking sleeping pills excessively.

I don't really know what I'm going for here but I just thought I'd write while thinking and keep those fingers typing. It's like a spontaneous flow of emotions and feelings. It's that rush that keeps me and my fingers to keep on tapping the keyboards on this computer.

Quite funny really - this post

w350

I just bought a sony ericsson w350 which is deemed as the number 1 phone under rm500 to buy. Upon reading recommendations as well as some other non-recommendations on the phone, I decided that I will be getting one. I mean sure the phone has lots of disadvantages but some people can just see pass through all those and see things in a different light.

I'm not saying I see things in a different light although who am I to say this as everyone has their own ways of dealing with things and some people just choose badly when it comes down to making decisions.

well i still have more to write about but right now i'm talking to adrien and this time around, the nervousness isn't there anymore..well not really but it is way better.

papa's day

waiting for the proposal to be screened here in Malaysia.

Bucket full of joy

The Malaysian version of Harry and his bucket of dinosaurs

Finally

I haven't been updating this for such a long time but now I'm back. A lot of things had happened in the past such as finding someone who I am into and stuff like that. I guess miracles do happen. Adrien has been nothing but nice and understanding although sometimes it feels like we are in a really messy situation but we're not.

Law school is not as bad as I thought it would be, in fact I am quite looking forward to going back to school but on the other hand I can't quite bring myself to leaving the bird's nest. hehehe. but I know I can do it. (hopefully)

well, I have to make a move now. I'm hungry so I need to go get me some breakfast. I might have to fiddle and experiment with one or two ingredients in the kitchen though so wish me luck!