Life goes on

I might be wrong but I think he's (Mr.F) getting bored with us.

The baby (well, not a baby because he's almost three) was crying like mad (there are times that I feel like stranggling him) because he wanted some coke (the drink and not the drug. lol) but I didn't want to give him because she told me not to. I hid the bottle away but somehow the little boy just found out where I hid it. He (Mr.F) was probably upset because I made the apple of his eye cry (I was quite stern in which I spoke to the little boy in a loud tone). He then said (translated) ...'If things are like this, I'm getting bored of you people' or something like that. I was in the kitchen at that time and was mumbling to myself 'If you're bored then LEAVE. She'll probably be better off without you'. I don't know for sure though if she will. She said she's independent and stuff like that but hey, if you're independent then why linger on to someone who hurts you and sometimes who is such an egoistic and cocky person. And then people will say it's because of love. Sod that...

or I could be wrong here. I probably don't understand this whole concept of family yet because as far as I know I never have experienced this so called family thing because mom and dad separated when I was a young, young girl. And they soon got divorced when she married a muslim man. She changed her religion but I don't really know if mom and dad are considered as being divorced because according to the Roman Catholic church rules, no couples are to be divorced and even if the couple is separated or 'divorced', they are not able to marry unless one of them dies. Quite sad...

I'm quite a screwed up individual...but I can't help it...

father of mine

I think I miss my father...as in my real father. I'm not saying that my stepfather is no good but sometimes I just miss having a father figure in my life. Well, my father is still alive but what I mean is that I want a father who lives with us.

I guess my definition of a family institution is quite screwed. lol. but what exactly is a real family institution? What makes it? Does having one means to have father, mother and their childrens.

My stepfather is okay but sometimes he just is... (I dont know what the word for it is). It's fine with me though because I guess that's just the way he handles with things.

Aah...I should stop now before it gets out of hand.

ciao

The joy in giving

?The year is coming to an end. Time sure does fly without us realizing it. I had an okay christmas, didn't get any presents though but instead I gave my niece and nephews presents. There is so much joy in watching them tearing up the wrapping paper and get all excited in getting their presents. I guess seeing the kids happy and full of excitement and joy made me feel that sometimes we don't have to receive to feel happy. There is the same amount of joy in giving and also in receiving. I like it when I think this way because it's a sign of maturity, a sign that I am preparing myself for the real world.

Look at what super immature pizza-face broke mommy's boy git and little fab has to say

My brother said the meanest thing to me last week.

*Guys will only go out with you for your money*

---STAB---------------> HEART & wait…..Fuck you!

Damn…that was hot! His words were so harsh (to me) that I felt like I was stabbed by a super sharp shiny brand new authentic super samurai (if there is one)

I guess that does prove it…boys will always be boys but in my brothers’ case, he’s a super immature pizza face mommy’s boy who is broke git.

*say what you want Gary, I’ll just ignore that and wait for an apology which I think I will get…hmmm……..NEVER?*

So my final say is: Gary, fuck you! (ewwww….puh-lease, not in an incest way but in a I hate you-get out of here way)

*Click on picture for a larger version & forgive the cartoon-ish picture*

We've got 8 crazy nights

I have always liked Adam Sandler. I think he's a very talented person. He can sing, acts really well and he's also very proud of being a jewish.

I recently watched eight crazy nights AGAIN. I love it so much.

I love the musics in this animated film. I thought they were nice, catchy tunes. I especially love 'Davey's song' and 'technical foul'

Check the soundtrack out. It only has 8 songs but they are all superb songs. It's worth every penny.

This animated film is one of the best out there....sure, it might be a little bit old but it still is one of the best. I would give it 9 out of 10. 10 is such a high mark to give...I mean, nothing is ever perfect...right?

Pretentious

I am very worried about my family. We might seem happy on the outside but on the inside it seems like there's this pretentious theme going on. I pretend not to know but deep down I wish that I had not known about it.

Car affection

I love my car. Sure, some days I imagine owning a VW new beetle or a mercedes, even a BMW but then reality strikes when I see my car. It's what it is. It's a Perodua Kelisa, it's small, cosy and it functions so that's good enough for me. I get to places with it and I thank my dad for giving me his car which I call 'Little Kopu'

It's a good day to be a Malaysian

aphrosidiac

We went out for dinner today and by 'we' I meant me and my family. I had some oysters and they were yummy.

...and I heard that oysters is an aphrosidiac. O.O <------that's me and my wide opened eyes