Life goes on

I might be wrong but I think he's (Mr.F) getting bored with us.

The baby (well, not a baby because he's almost three) was crying like mad (there are times that I feel like stranggling him) because he wanted some coke (the drink and not the drug. lol) but I didn't want to give him because she told me not to. I hid the bottle away but somehow the little boy just found out where I hid it. He (Mr.F) was probably upset because I made the apple of his eye cry (I was quite stern in which I spoke to the little boy in a loud tone). He then said (translated) ...'If things are like this, I'm getting bored of you people' or something like that. I was in the kitchen at that time and was mumbling to myself 'If you're bored then LEAVE. She'll probably be better off without you'. I don't know for sure though if she will. She said she's independent and stuff like that but hey, if you're independent then why linger on to someone who hurts you and sometimes who is such an egoistic and cocky person. And then people will say it's because of love. Sod that...

or I could be wrong here. I probably don't understand this whole concept of family yet because as far as I know I never have experienced this so called family thing because mom and dad separated when I was a young, young girl. And they soon got divorced when she married a muslim man. She changed her religion but I don't really know if mom and dad are considered as being divorced because according to the Roman Catholic church rules, no couples are to be divorced and even if the couple is separated or 'divorced', they are not able to marry unless one of them dies. Quite sad...

I'm quite a screwed up individual...but I can't help it...