father of mine

I think I miss my father...as in my real father. I'm not saying that my stepfather is no good but sometimes I just miss having a father figure in my life. Well, my father is still alive but what I mean is that I want a father who lives with us.

I guess my definition of a family institution is quite screwed. lol. but what exactly is a real family institution? What makes it? Does having one means to have father, mother and their childrens.

My stepfather is okay but sometimes he just is... (I dont know what the word for it is). It's fine with me though because I guess that's just the way he handles with things.

Aah...I should stop now before it gets out of hand.

ciao