slaying my demon

When I was younger I used to cut myself. I guess that was my 'demon' and in a way it still is my demon although it's not affecting me that much now.

Have I slain my demon yet?

I guess not, sometimes the urge to do it again could reappear just like that. I hate that feeling but at least now I can control it. I haven't slain my demon but I am in control of it...probably. There are lots of uncertainties here...

I'll write more later, it's 1am and I'm sleepy. Got to go take my beauty sleep, you know. LOL!