cheater alert

He has cheated on her twice now and still not knowing if he is still 'on' with the second one. I hope the third time he cheats, she will be able to just walk away instead of dwelling under his shadow. Deep down, I hope he cheats again so she can be free.

Well...I'm not going to judge her. This is probably what she wants. Who am I to interfere with her life anyway. I just want her to be happy and if she is happy living this way - so be it. It hurts but if this is what she wants then I would just have to hold back all my hatred towards him and just act dumb, act stupid like nothing is going on...but to be frank, I am done with acting stupid and all. I am sick of playing games and pretending I don't know nothing and that everything is fine and dandy. I am through with that.

phew.. I better stop here. Okay, so writing things down is much more easier than actually telling them verbally. I'm not going to tell them, I will just let them do what they want to do.

damn..I seriously wish he would cheat on her again. (oh no, I am being very insensitive and cruel)